Sunday, December 12, 2010

The moments

I can't help by wondering, to be able to dance argentina tango, i guess u need to have alot of feeling such as love? Is love a really wonderful thing to happen ? Many time, we were hurt badly because of love ( or is just jealous or ego that we can't let go ). Of course, even for myself... Yes..... Just for the record, i am not a play girl... I never had ONS before.. ya.. never... I am sorry guys, i can't help you all to fulfill your fantasy, be in the office, car or what....... I know is unbelievable, but is true...... i am such a social butterfly, not escort......

To be love, and to lie beside the guy u loved or like, is truly the most amazing thing...The world seem to stop even thou the moment might last just for few minute...... The earth seem to stop turning......Unspoken language, but holding his hands, receiving a kiss on the forehead or even if is just to hear his breathing, to see the rise and fall of the chest..... If like tango, for the embrace.. you closed your eyes, feel where u partner will lead u, is not fixed , yet you know....

The feeling of crazy over each other, and can't get enough of each other... You just can't keep your eyes and hands off each other... You wanna be in each other's arm whenever and wherever... Is crazy i know.... but is the happiness that bring the smile and laughter to each other. For example, you lie on his arms on the bed nakely together, reading a book or doing things together, or not doing anyting...... is so sweet... ( dream on ).... Just 2 person, without tv or iphone... just 2 person would be enough.....


I told myself, i must practice my make up at least once a week. If i dun wear to the wedding, then to where... So i try my best to practice the smoky eye, so that my eyes look bigger. it looks ok... but need to practice more...

Some say that i should go back to the old plain "jane" without make up.. some say just light one will do... What do u all think ?

I wore this bare back top and a "jacket" that azhar bought for me few years back when he was in Indonesia. Do i look "nyona"?


Today, was a special day for Norifah and her partner. It has been a long time since we meet up, and it was nice of her to invit me to her wedding, really appreciate... Wish you have a blissful wedding !



It was nice, to meet up some old classmates of mine.... OMG, Hui bian aka stacy has twin that is 3 years old... Oh my God, what am i doing ? Maybe, this is better... to go holiday... to do whatever i want.. like dancing or running....

Ricky - still a paramedic @ force, i left the force, and semi-retire ( i wish ), hui bian has her own business i think, azhar, going to be in nie, melissa, an auditor. We left damai seconday school in 1999.... that is 11 years ago......

As the music started for the couple to march in, i just feel so touched... I can feel their happiness and love story... Then what about mine ? I been dreaming about it, and i don't think it will happen any time soon.....I am bless with friends that are around or some who mia, or flying or whatever... but u all are still my friends that i cherish.......

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