The sadness in me

Why is it that when I am in my car, then I start to cry.. It is like what Joe say, I can only be myself when I am inside my car. I cry alot these few days, while driving, to work, from work or out......

I feel sad, feel lousy.. That last 2 years I had achieve nothing much.. I gain so called experience in life and in business.. True, nothing is easy...... I feel so depress, yet due to the nature of my work, i cant broadcast or tell people.. If people who catch it, they catch it, if not, not much thing i can do also..

I know i shouldnt.. I just cant help it much..... I can be lost too.... Things seem achieveble, yet i cant focus.. I hate it