Rainbow

Last week also, while driving towards Changi Airport, I somehow manage to notice something pleaseant to the eye and the mind... I saw rainbow, and it quite amazing, most of the time i see rainbow at changi airport area... Why is that so, is that any reason ?



Anyway, I was telling Justin, a 4 years flying steward, " Hey, I saw rainbow ?" He replied, " I always see it up in the air.. " I was like whatever, what kind of answer ?



Few days later, while i chatting on fb with my ex-colleague, who is one of my good friend now. 4th solo of flying to saigon on the day when i saw the rainbow...



"Did you see the rainbow when u depart for saigon that day ?"

"Nope, I saw red, gree, blue, purple..."

I burst into laughter, well no because he saw 4/7 colour of rainbow, but he was refering to the colour/ranking code of the stewardness uniform..... To me, it was a funny joke coming from a person who doesnt care anything......

According to chief, Rainbow appear to people with happy and sunshine heart. haha.. I dun know which one i belong to i guess the sunshine heart.... I have high expectation, but i also want simple love.... I love to shower my love and concern, if u deserve it or if not, i m crazy about u...



To me, talking to 2 different people with the same job scope, one old, one new, the answer are so different... Probably, is just like 2 side of the coins.... We can agree, but doesn't mean we understand.. We say yes, ,maybe not because we really understand.



I have friends that i always hang out with, but topic we talk maybe superficial, is hard to know what they are thinking. But there are a group of friends, you hardly meet, but you know there will be there for you, if you ask for help.



I believe that everybody has it own soft spots, there are things where we do not discuss certain thing to certain people. Of course, i will try my best not let my curiosity, make u all feel uncomfortable, unless I need to dig some information to help. Yes, i might be open to talk about some sex topic, but it doesn't mean anything that i am lose.. In fact, I have never even had a ONS. I am not hoping. I am attracted to man that i have interest, or aroused my mind too... Talking about adult topic, is to know my Man.... There are still topic that i hardly discuss.... I dun need to know, unless you wanna say.... Or maybe, few years later, you will know that i already knew long time, or i will find out what happen few years later.



I might not be a very good friend to you, but i always try to be there if anybody need me, to drink, to be silly, to have a shoulder.....

uncontactable....

Thanks to my provider.. i am unable to reply, call out or whatapps, cause i dun even have 3G.... abit fustrating...... But is ok, i am a sleeping beauty today, other than eating.......... i was asleep til 630pm........

of course, i wanted to play badminton, but i was so tired that my body doesn't wanna move..... i wanted to sms, but was so tired.... Maybe til next week then...

Yesterday, i went to perm my hair..... Mummy say i look like "Beijing" dog....... hope, the hair will be ok after few days........ Went to buy dvd, eat my fav food...... While doing my hair, and nobody was on fb to chat, i decide to wiki, and there was some boring article... then i was thicking, what could i type and be interested... I typed "watches" and see, what interesting thing will come out.. Apparentlt, quite alot.. Next time, if you are bored, type something, and u will find something new....just that, wiki might not be a reliable source of information for school projects. for fun fact and knowledge, quite good, i will say.

Then i read magazine, and me, a champagne lover, only know champagne is a white wine with gas, come only from the region of champagne, then can be called champagne. Then i finally know, it is made of 3 grapes, chardonnay, pinot noir, pinot meunier.

On the 110111, i met up with a ex-colleague, i had never go out with him, never chat with him, until recently... Got to clarify some gossip that i know.... I was cool, to meet him up, chat, to have coffee..... To talk about coffee and old work place... Many memories...

Was at east coast in the night... Having mac and Sav Blanc, the breeze....... ..

Did i mention, should i be glad that someone remember me, to the extend for irritating me.. Should i be happy.. yes, i did mention wanting to watch movie on 4 jan, but...... and then he kept the tickets, and show it to me at my most irritating day.... Argh..... the tickets dated on 4 jan, time 1710hrs... according to him, my postig was on 1907.... the time he finish the show..... and he kept the tickets for me to see.. Thanks, next time, remember to sign ur name on it too.... I am so gonna follow u to spain, if u have it............. spain, spain, spain...

crazy week..

Yesterday, after the hunger on friday, and waking up on a early sat morning..... Because of whatapps and phone call.... Yes, i decided i couldn't fall asleep... Ya, i typed the previous post for a hour or so.....Then i decided to met up with zenden...

From 1pm @ sakae sushi, 4 pm @ starbucks, then finally at going back at 9pm. then kasani called me to go for chill out session at arab st, and when i reach, they told me chijimes. Then i had very bad indigestion while driving, must be the yellow noodles eaten in the morning. Then i received phone call that, one of my german friend that i met in phuket, are here in singapore for a day..... Argh... It always happen when i go out without makeup and u in ur slackest clothes, and lack of sleep . giddy and headache......

2 bottles of wine for 3 person, and i drunk most of it, like 1 bottle.....then to clarkey quay for more drinking..... to realise that, they are changing to boat quey to go to an india club....

then i had to take a cab back to clarke quey to take my car....... woke up in the afternoon, trying to contact my friend.. Finally, manage to get her.... brought her around merlion, esplanda, little india... drop them at the arirport then pick her up at the airport..luftasa., qatar, sq. then run like crazy, joo chiat, my house, then to roberson quey... then finally back to bed...

long story.. wil say again.............i am sad and dissapointed....

Watches as a topic

I dun know how, but i manage to finish the 5 days course... Phew.... I passed my test or the application......The last day - when u thought everything was done....NO ! I went there with a relax mind.... To realise that there was a quiz at the end of the lesso... Being a singapore, the "kia-si", scare fail and cannot pass... It was quite stressful, and i can't be bother to concentrate and just try my best... Personally, the nearer it is, to the test/exam, the more i want to sleep....


Then, after the class.. My manager has this sudden "coffee session" with me, when i had to met my friend in a short while....i do understand where he is coming from but Argh.... all i wanted at the point of time was relax and chill...... Anyway, i finally mange to meet Mr. mood at ion, and he finally decided that we will eat the soba that i recomment at Paragon.. I was given a picture of a girl, to interpret.... ( tired and hungry, how to process ?) Anyway, ya it was again a very interesting topic......

We ordered set a- for myself, set b - for Mr mood..... Anyway, i as so hungry and i started eating, after half way thru, his food was not there... So i asked him, do u wanna check with them ? Give them a minute... Guess what, the trainee forgot his order..... When his food finally arrive, i was almost finish..... Then he said, " No, not that look, dun zap people ! " But u know what, i really had the, "might as well, u all serve after i finish, so that we can look at each other eating !" But of course, that was bitchy, but i do understand, we do mistake when we are trainee..

Mr. Mood as usual, want to do something but dun know what..... Ha ha.. Totally understand..... Is like when i was searching for wallet, i knew that i wanted long wallet, in some specific design... but i dun know what it is, til i look around.. When u see it, u know...... And he agree with me....




Then we both agree on coffee at an open air, smoking corner of the coffee joint........ Dun ask me as a non-smoker, why.. It was just a mood thing....... It just wanted to chill, and not everything must be alcohol.... I had craving for blended coffee for few days.....

Anyway, before the coffee session, while trying to educate his about some brands and girl topic.. We ended up, at the book shop, and i didn't know he was a book person, since when ??? Then he started to take those international language, and tried to read them, arabic, spanish, and hindu.... and then i started to walked away.....argh.. not again.. then i was asked to go back, and he read again to irritate me...

A while ago, i decided to have a topic - Hypothesis - Do you think a watch reflex the guy on his personality and character ?

Oh well, such a big topic.. Ok, for layman or ladies, a watch is just for you to look at time.......Simple..... But for me, i believe that a watch for a man say alot of the guy... His character, personality, expectation and liking, and maybe affordability..... I am serious, not joking.... Dun ask me how did i interpret, probably is by mixing with alot of people, spending time alone to analyse certain things..... Then he decided to flip this watch magazine, of course u have the ap, bell & rose, patek philippe, rolex, omega, frank muller....... so we were giving review about it....... I personally like frank muller, but i dun think i am at the point of affordability - so maybe for guys, u can tried to guess my personality and character....

Fun fact, ready ? Did u realise, watches for advertisement on media, are at 10 : 10 ?

Just gonna give one example, i knew this male arrogant new property agent, who wear a watch that never "tick"..... Despite the fact that i ask him, why did u wear a watch that u can't tell u the time, 'is has sentimental value and for status" - he replied..... WTF, come one, you are running ur own business, and claim to wear of sentimental value... Put it at home, look at it before ur sleep.... Dun wear a spoilt watch, if i was ur customer, i would not trust you. Period.

Anyway, it was one topic to another. Talking about the current watch that he was wearing, and

Me ; "This is not the first time i saw you wearing, so how much was it ", he replied 'x-amount "

Me : "when did u buy it, I am quite sure, is less than 5 years old, but when ? "

Hmm... It was 3 years old..

Me " ok , can i take a look at it ? " - looking and looking...

"other than the black carbon fibre that is nice, can u tell me what other reason attracted you?" - " is 495/500 pcs". smile and returned it back....

Then, we were talking about, how other guy in our previous industry wore, maybe g-shock or casio..... And there, there was no common topic, even if u ever put a magazine there, they will just flip and say is expensive, buy for what ? For us, it was personality and character and expectations in life. Is like a bag to a woman, in certain part of her life, she bound to buy a lv/branded stuffs, big or small......

I hardly mix around with the other department, cause we were not on the same level of frequency to talk.... For both of us, we can talk about watch for the whole coffee session, talk about trainee life, work and interest or wine. Anything and everything into my hands, i can convert it to a conversation, but is only if i am interested to talk with the person. Can you imagine taking to a person, who can't be bother, waste time... I mean i also have waste time friends, u talk about superficial stuffs, talk about gossip or rubbish.. When u found someone, who can talk about the same thing as you, but with a slightly different angle and knowledge, fantastic !

Imagine, i was talking to Justin about a show with jew and its culture. He could tell me about the wall in Berlin, spilting from 2 sides of germany, and how bad it was.. Ok, it might be technical for me last time. But since i went into sales industry, many things has become very interesting for me....

I am not saying my previous industry or guys that wear g-shock are not good, some maybe fo dr sports that do wear... Is a matter of clicking with people....... Last time, when u r in the same place for 1 whole day, they talk nothing "impressive" enough to catch my attention. And i had to say, sad enough, just like my assistant, they will take it anything that has "hole", other doesn't matter....

i was astonished by the fact that, physically he was the same, only fat or slim. But the depth of knowledge, lifestyle and changes since 3-5 years ago...... It was like talking to 2 different person.. It is always cool to meet up friends, especially if they have some changes....

I know, my blog has been quite lengthy..... But then, my brain only can store certain amount of information..... Reading can fresh my memories and any difference in the thinking or actions. I would never understand the practical reason for "personal space", "zone out" and "independent" 5-10 years ago......But today, i would say that, i do understand it..... If u can understand the about theory, men would love u....... But if u like pink or put hello kitty in their car, few months, put daniel and their family in their car.. Good luck to u man.....Man love it when woman can talk their language.......

Last night, finally has the last 2 disc of "trauma". Trauma is a US - SFO based show on paramedic, and their life...... It all aspect, it has a strong relation on me.. As most of u all know, i was a former paramedic for 6 years before i went on to a new career path.......

Oh man.. I realise that i was a good paramedic.. Maybe, some of u all do not agree, i do understand why.. I was not a management favourite, i was the medic/driver favourite..... I took good care of my ambulance crew, and i make sure everything was done, with QUALITY work to my patient..... Not much of customer service, it was life and death..... Service is for those who are enjoying life, not in pain or dying..... I had to be firm and clear about my decision and actions.......I dun know was the blended mocha taking the effect, i was so tired that i could not fall asleep, or the fact that i had some friends that are in the same frequency as me.

Yes, i miss the ambulance the life, but for myself, i need to grow for knowledge and wisdom.... I grow alot from the sales industry..... I talk different, i sometime, carry myself different... Yes, i am fierce or bitchy last time, but sometime i also "manja" but only to certain people... hahah.... i know, some people dun really like me... I just got to say i am not trying to show off, i am just saying my feeling, how i see myself and how it feel,,, Is all my opinion... beside that, who want to remember the negative stufss......

ok, i got to meet one of my old friends for coffee....but headache and giddynow.... so til the next post.... loving life......

Brain cells dying....Taking a deep breath....

I dun know how i did it, but then i had 4 days of office hours, tmr hopefully the last day and non-stop studying/absorbing of new product information... The way they teach, as if it was a refresher course..... I think, if they were talking about heart, or lung.. it will be easier fot me to understand.......

You know what, the place was so cold, as cold as munich.... i dun know what is the temperature.... Imagine, even if i bring northface winter wear, and i was still freezing.... While doing the application today, my hands felt like they are turning to ice... and i am not kidding... Every break, i run downstairs, just like a smoker.... But i just need the heat, even for the 5 minutes.....

I was so stoned.... Yesterday, while trying to revise for the application/test after the class.... I sat in the office, flip my notes.... Then, i started to study, actually i was just reading it.. I didnt know what is going on...... My head feel so heavy,the parietal felt as it they are spliting.... I was like a zombie walking around, i need my beauty sleep. I was so tired, that when i reach home, i bath, i fall asleep about 7pm or 8pm just to get some sleep.......

I had to put the car at home, cause i didn't wanna go thru peak hours jam x 2 and expensive parking..... Is enough during lunch time, to find space, q for food....... squeezing with people in the train, stopping at almost every bus stop, make me so giddy, move stop move stop.... I so feel like puking....

When i was doing calculation today, i was so lost...... Til the point, i can't be bother cause my brain just can't function...... Even if the test was half an hour... They are at their max capacity......

I just need something, like Tango..... I took a deep breath, imagine myself dancing...... When i was inside the crowded train, listening to the tango music, i feel like moving around, which was impossible... I closed my eyes and imagine how will a man will lead me to dance.... The best i could do is to do a good posture......... I have the urge that thing I love - I love tango, music,wines and men who adore me............. If i had the 4 combine together, it will be heaven man....... better than orgasm for me..............

I found this pic on the fb or someone's website.... I love the pic..... the embrace of 2 person, the emotion feel, the passion of the tango............ Argh..... When can i dance like that ????

I went to recharge my brain and myself.... I decided to go for a run...nope, i did not sleep... I went to ECP, yea, a run finally, since like 6-7 weeks ago....... When i reach there, the smell of the fresh air, the waves and the sound of planes............. Is all my favourite, even taking a few deep breath there, it feel so good for that few seconds...I am in heaven.......... I took a walk, then run to the sailing club, sat by the jetty, thinking of silly things and sat my goals for the year 2011....

I want to achieve a stable career and good wealth of -> 40 000p/a , health - lose 8 kg in 10 months......

I want to go Argentina, BA for 1-2 months, to travel around and learn tango.

I wanna go spain.

I wanna go thailand ( phuket or koh samui for r & r )

The above goals should not be too difficult to achieve right, so i will review periodically.....

It just felt good, at ecp...... I just love to be there... i can be there alone for hours at any time of the day or night. Imagine, if he person i love is there together with me drinking wine....... Haiz, dun think will happen...........

Imagine : leaning on the person shoulder, closing my eyes, taking the fresh air.............. non-verbal communication between 2 person, exchange of eye contact, the passionate kiss.........

This is all i ask for, even if it just holding the hands... it feel very good.............

i want to go for my practical on SUN.

But now, i need to go la-la land soon, dream of my charming knight

;-)

New Begining....

Today - 02012011, Mark the new begining for Adli and his partner..... And it is also my first wedding of the year..... I got to say, nowadays is irritating to go weddings.... "Jody, when is your turn ?" "Jody, when you getting married ? " IS NOT MY TURN YET, AND I AM OK WITH THAT.......

Adli - who is my course mates in 11ERS, who think i am very atas or "ya ya" cause i didnt talk to them....... When i went into station , then i realise we were in the same ERS ! And then he reverse the lorry all the way to the other side of the station to bang my car when i was in Bahamas.... I conveyed him when he was having fever in the NCO room in Changi..... And i remember talking to him at CCFP til i went out for call...

I got to say, i really miss Changi People alot..... I saw mama, long time since i saw her, probably was her wedding, and she is preggy now, little princess will be out in april......... I miss her so much, miss clubbing with her too..... But is so nice to see her and her stomach now....

I saw Himmah there, apparently, the 2nd paramedic i saw there, where are the others, i kinda of realise, i was invited to malay weddings and not chinese weddings... Hahaah.. Good lah, save $$$..... Himmah said that i will never be outcast since i know so much things...... And i got the crew think i am crew, Nope, i am not and I am not paramedic too !

There were alot of of guys, some new, some new but not so new, some old or old....... Ok, i got to admit, i only know SC and not fire fighters except for special Kamasni.... Even for some guys, i got ask who are them..... Simple thing will be, did they come in before or after the break off...... ahhaha... easy to remember.. anything after that, i wont really know them......

OK, if you all dun know, i did resign from the force 1 1/2 years ago, apparently, God of Fire didnt know, he thought i was joking with him..... Almost everybody has move on, hider went to banyan and soon to hta as civilian, abg yunos to cda, abg rosli went to 2nd div medical store... some to control room...... some went or intend to go SIA.......

I am still not feeling well, after the ?fever, block nose, i had no appetite at all....... And today, i feel like a PA, more than half of the time, i was following fehrin, cause apparently, he is one i really know..... It was like a mass changi gathering......

Guess what, i saw my gale customer there... I was like, Hey Hi, "fehrin, save me from the talking, if not i will never get to leave " but he didnt get the hint...... I was trying to start conversation with hider's wife, and to know that she is working the same office same department as my Dad.....

I know, i know, i put on alot of weight, letme new year resolution be a healthy me, or healthy weight....

Happy New Year 2011 !

I have to say 2010 was a bad year for me, starting with not so smooth property deals and all and other stuffs... Money out, seldom money in..... But i did learn alot about myself, good and bad...... This is what people seldom get to explore..........

After the sorrow and tears, i was apparently invited to a new year party countdown....... So i had, to put some make up to cover the swollen eyes and all...... Trying the new blending brush from MAC brought from KL, and the recommended cloth lashes by lashes expert... U wont even know they put lashes... can't see.. mine still sucks.... Ok lah, my make up was better than last time....

The ladies over at the party, was so beautiful, amazing, make me drool also......... i think i only win by my age, not by my "cute" figure......I think i got to work real hard in 2011......

The guys were steady, anything for the camera man... it was so cool, so fun.... Thank God, i had a very good camera....

Ya, of course the way the cabin crew drinks, u know..... I had, bailey, ribena volka x 2 ( strong sia ), chardonnary x 2, red wine 1988 x 5, champagne x 4........ and i was still ok..... just that it was too late liao... cool man........ shamless, but they say the crew about me, is my drinking....... ha ha... and crew mistaken me as crew.... ( which part of my cute body look like ? maybe my make up, justin say is the way i talk and carry ??? )

Thanks May & Royston for holding the last minute New Year Party.... It was fun man....... Hope to see you all around.. Wishing you all the best in the career, health, wealth and love.......