This is so weird... I woke up from nap after the "superb eye mask....." sleep..... I wanted to look at the time of the iphone, somehow rather.. I saw "this person" trying to add me on fb.... I was like "blink blink", cant be real.....

I went to took a shower in a drowsy state, then came back and saw my iphone, "blink blink" , is still there... Why am i surprise, of course, if ur ex new gf is trying to add u, what would u do ? i sms him to let him know, and he was like "???? what ????"

i know gf are always curious about ex, and that include me..... but i passed that stage... I ask for entertainment purpose, in fact, never lah, where got new relationship to ask...maybe about friend's ex loh...

I am curious why she wanna add me, should i add or should i not ? tough choice.... i dun wanna to be quarrel topic.....lets just hope and pray we all can be good friends..... *wink*

CNY

CNY - Day 1 @ Grandfather's house- My cousin and niece
Day 2 - Ying's house with J.E.Y

CNY Part 2 - Karen's house - visiting the "new arrival"

The proud parent wanna-be..........

( Tan Jia Jia ) , the love between Karen and Fazli.....stay healthy and grow up soon !

My friend commented on the fb to me " your baby look so cute......." ( ok, time to lost weight ! seriously )

I dun know if is i am getting old, or i am just bored.... of course, i dun really get, "when u getting married?" cny is starting to get bored for me, i wonder if it was my injuried leg.... eve of cny, i was at simpang bedok having dinner with one of the good friend.. cny day 1,i was at ecp having india food and wine.....Everything was closes i guess, and is either the malay or chinese... and apparently, i seem to be the only chinese around.. lol........is irritating to drive around, especially when u have a injured leg.. is harder to find a parking lot...

Giving birth, is not only expensive but also tiring for the parents and family... Is harder, if u r going thru confinement period by yourself, lack of sleep, lack of nutrients... i am glad that i am single, and still enjoying my life..

I saw a friend's fb intro," What if finding the love of your life meant changing the life that you loved ? it strike me, and i read and read.... which one would i chose ? i mean for now, i would not want to change the life that i love... I mean who doesnt want to be financial free, and not worry... but the things is, i have seen things that money cant do much.... bring life back or real happiness...

2 months ago, i found argentina tango, a dance with emotions and strong culture.. yes, i maybe not be very good, but i wish that i will be able to dance as long as i live.... I ask good friend, that day. i really wanna go argentina within these 2 years, how long should i go ? 1 or 2 months, or 6 months or 1 year...... he ask me go 1 month.. why ?

Twisted Ligament

Last Saturday, I was excited to go for the badminton session at Tamp Sports Hall, didn't want to drive. But isaac wanted a lift, long story... anyway, i went somewhere else to realise that he is not doing his car........... Me, being sleepy and tired...... was playing badminton.... to make myself warm up..... But then, i went outside to pick up the shuttle cock... lazy to move properly, or too fat, lost balance.... then i felt my feet inwards, with the strong pulling of the veins.. There, i go, oh shit ! Of course, not much people care.... then i walked out of the court, took off my shoes, and immediately saw this big big swelling with pain... and it remind me of the plaza singapore sprain leg incident......

i knew it was going to be, just a matter of time....................... That i will be unbearable pain, and i can't walk. But still, i wanna play badminton, because siting there and sulk, wont ease the pain and the swelling...... and if i rest early the pain will come in faster.....


If was nice for them to ask me, "am i ok ". ( erm, the big swelling of my foot, of course i am not ok ) and i guess being a paramedic before, u know what work what doesn't ? I was being offered muscle cream.. I was like is ok, *smile* it doesnt really help in sprain..... "ok, but if it make u feel better, then i will put.." I am not saying anything, my pain for threshold is higher than average, and my medical knowledge is somehow inside the brain... my calmness allow me to react even better than some paramedic that i know....

i could play badminton, go for lunch, then.... just as we left for home from lunch.. I stand up, and there is goes.... I could barely walk, everybody walk and never turn back, i was in pain scale 9/10..... i can't walk and there was no support..... I feel like crying... cause i knew i couldnt drive, and i don't know who i can find..... i tear and walk up to my house, bath and changed..... to tear back to go down...

I went to tcm, he saw my leg, touch touch my feet, then he say.... in english, "twist ligament".. i was like amazed, tcm talk to me in english leh... and i was like "huh" , so is ligament lah.... and he can show me pic and circle the ligament that i injuried....

I realise one thing, no matter what age you are at, as long as your are a children of a mother... When you are injuried or sick, your mummy will always be there.... is "pai seh" but is love too.....i guess is more like a ancient chinese culture.....


The day 2 of the injuried leg, bruise and sweeling still there... and i couldn't barely walk... actually, til today, it is still painful.. i should rest.. i had enough of driving people around... The bad thing when u have a car...... they dun care if u r injuried anot.....


Because of the injury, i couldn't go for my tango practical class.... erm... i hope it recover by next week...

Like i say, it was stress and busy for me, especially to re-start everything to learn again..... Everyday is reach office at 930am then finish till late. Sometime, i take mrt... and is frustrating...
How not to hold on to anything on a damn packed train...... i tried, not very successful, and people are irritating, when they can hold to railing but are playing with iphone with both hands..
and when i bump into them.... WTH.....

Today, is packed with learning day, with classes then with appointment..... Learn more thing about work, as well as my own friends, interesting..Good friend had someone new, but trouble, cause he is not sure to go ahead anot.. Actually, he knows what he want, and what come along with it, just wanna minimize risk...me being a good friend, just stating facts...... actually he know.......

How will it be like, if love can be insured.. I will buy it man.......But i guess, the premium will be too high, because the claim will be too high.... Even for myself, love can be quite blind, that i will jump into it, then plan again... It was in the past.... 10 years ago and now, is different.. I guess i wont tell people straight.....hahha...if i have a chance now... lol...

Actually, many thing happen last 2 weeks, become chauffeur again.... Wake up early in the morning, and hardly had time to rest in the night.... everyday is office and office.... not enough sleep.....

Crazy 24hrs....

Guess what happen after the dance practical, i bought selegie bean curd for supper for family after dinner with the dancing friends..

I met Julius, at East Coast HK Cafe for tea.. The last time i met him was last ?April. And his lancer is fully paid, and he modified his lancer til like one ah beng car... When he drive, i thought it was a auto car when is manual.... be a compliment to u...

Then reach home at 1.30am, bath, while waiting for hair to cry, got fb msg, to ask me to go for a spin to Yishun dam at 3am...... woh..... I only saw him one time for 2 days, when i was "forced" to go for ipam.. I chose this expressive language....... According to him, was jan 2008..... 3 years leh.. And he is going to quit prison to join Tigers Cabin crew... Apparently, everybody is joining cabin crew.

Then went breakfast with Justin, so slept 2 hours, then received a call, to have lunch with Fehrin, 2 hours before his flight to Shanghai. Then rest a little while, then went to office..

After office, meet da jia da, lilian at Mr. Bean.... Last saw her was like June or July 2007.... Woh... Had nice chat man.... In this world, the closest friend might not be as concern as a friend that u hardly keep in contact.. But for us, if u ever need help or advice, we will always be there 24/7....
It is always so nice to meet up friends whom u haven met for a long time.

And today, i met up Ricky, the male pole dancer. He was my classmate sine sec 1, that was 1997... means like 15 years..close eyes, blink blink.. Oh My God ! then he was in the same company as me, doing the same stuffs, just different station............ can't believe it.....

I just realise, maybe except ricky, others are smoker.... Time to cover myself with critical illness especially Lung problems. The funny thing is, i always ask for smoking table, when i am not the one smoking... I behave like smoker, when i dun at all.... People say they dun believe, i dun smoke.. hahaha... I told them, apparently smoker only talk when they smoke.. When they dun smoke, no topic to talk.. They smile and i guess they agree too.....

Joke : when i arrive at HK cafe, i told julius there is no smoking table, we need to wait. He say is ok, we can sit inside. Good chance to smoke less. We sat outdoor just beside the smoking table, which out table doesnt allow him to smoke. Then he immediate, stand up and light up the cigarettes and say, "then i smoke one first"

After like 15 min, i saw a empty smoking table, t told him. He immediate took his drinks and sat the table... So much so for not smoking..........

busy busy busy.....tired tired tired

Back to basic..

My last Tango dance, was X'mas eve, before i went to KL... It has been 3 freaking weeks since i last dance... I didnt go for the practical, cause i was at KL, or because my German friends were in town last week.... Haiz, guess, some skills are returning to Isaac.. Oops....

Today, was all back to basic.. theme : small step.... Slow... side..... ocha.... pencil..... It was interesting.. Argh.. My posture and my body..... last 20 mins, i manage to dance, but of course was step many many times.. Ok, is my fault.... I thought i had to resist, or i was just too fast..... Apparently, i was walking too fast... and then my steps hit the floor before my partner, that cause him to step on my toes..... Haiz, guess, must really master my basic... Average : 6 months, then 5 1/2 months to go...

I was practicing halfway, and i realise dancing can be a bitching things do.. People are selfish... Of course, we dun like to stand near the instructor, to see and to learn, especially if you are paying... For me, if i can see a bit, will be fine too.... And of course, in the dancing place, u definately see more woman than males.. They are definately wanted....... Those who are not fast ( like me) often ended up one side, then try to practice yourself by walking, and pretend nothing.. Some guys might be nice enough to rotate to let u have a chance to dance.....

I realise than dancing tango can be economical than my normal indulge lifestyle... I paid $4 for the practical, $2.68 for parking, my dinner was more expensive, $10 ! Oh well, i guess, is cheaper than a mac val meal, or shopping or drinking wine... Hahahha.... Should just dance more, since there is no excuse to say, "is raining, i can't run" It has been a while since i run.... Haiz.... Need to exercise more, since my age, drinking water also get fat....

I want to go spain, and maybe i should take up spanish, since BA, also use spanish... Hahhaa....

Wine & Music

I can't believe what i did, i drove all the way down to Orchard, where my new office is, to go and listen to one of my favourite local singer. It was 5pm, then 6pm.. There is goes with the jam along PIE and orchard area... I reach 1820hrs... i didn't know where it was... Walking around like "gun-du", and then is true, just follow the crowd.. but the crowd was everywhere...... Just got to follow the instinct.. Voila.... There, i saw the familiar face... And i got to make sure is the correct person.. and when i stood right infront of him without saying anything... He pretend, til i say HI....I asked, "u finished ur songs already?"


"No, not yet !"And to know, he is the guest singer, and will be singing at 830pm... Hmm... so am I going to stand there til 830pm.. No way, it was stuffy, and the stereo was bad ... So i walk around, seeing things that I am so used to.... Having dinner there..... Then i went back, and then, finally, he is singing....... TWO songs............ cant really hear too....To avoid some misunderstanding, i left immediately after he sang the songs..... I was just there to hear some songs... What amazed me, was someone up there performing, and when he is working, was like a 2 different person.


No gossip here, yes, his name is ZAC. No doubt i love his voice, just voice..... I knew his when i was working as a paramedic, where my medic, Johan knew him.. I constantly joke with him when i see him at hospital, why he didnt come Changi, a more happening place..... Then one fine day, we met at station, I was on called back, and he had to cover changi...... Until then, I realise he can sing.....


The performing Zac, has so much energy and charm in him... But, when it comes to working, he is like "whatever" kind... I always remember, he help the patient's family to scold me... Argh... my own crew didnt even help me...... Well, it was a fun time... There was a time where there were 2 sets of night crew, but one working ambulance.. Me and my ideas, Karen, Jody, 2 medics and a driver... hahaha... Shhh...... We went to a case at bedok reservoir, when the police ask, "who is the paramedic in-charge?" I answered, "who do u like ? karen or jody ? then whoever is the paramedic in charge " LOL.... Karen say, put "karen"... It was one of the fun case around.... Why can't we have 2 paramedic system in singapore ?

Had an urge to drink yesterday, but i was alone, and couldn't find company.... So i decided to open one my wine, icewine 2005..... But guess what, why did i pay so much to drink outside ? So that i save the hassle, of uncock the wine. I had disaster uncock the damn bottle.... And i can't freaking find the wine opener......

Drinking of wine at East Coast would be a good combination...... "yum yum" ;-)