Sunday, June 21, 2015

Dear Dear, I really miss you alot !

It has been one week since we broke up,我很想你,每天都只能看你在whatsapps online,但是又不可以msg 你。我真的很辛苦。没有你在我身边,很不习惯。看不到你,听不到你的声音。吃东西没有味道,睡不好。每天只想看到你。missing you beside me, your snoring , you lying beside me.
I been thinking of you, I was happy that we can finally see each other. I was so happy i get to see u in the early morning then but in the evening.Glad that you remember and called me to go percolate. But I really don't know what to say to u.i have so much to say but I know you don't want to listen. When I told u I haven been eating dinner for last one week, u didn't care also. Knowing that you had new job scope was good , happy for you. I guess you are moving on strong without me by your side.
 


 I really want to ask you,"How have you been for past one week ? Are you happier, are you more relieve ? is this what you want ? Did u ever think little bit of me last one week ?

Thank you for entertaining my special  request yesterday.you don't really want to do but you never really say no. I missed you hugging me. I know u don't wanna kiss me. But I really want to do it with you.

What can I do to forget you ? I don't think so. It has been a good memory of 4 years. I never feel scared when u r around ,now that you are Not by my side, I feel lost and scared.very lost. All I could do on a Sunday was to lie on the bed and think of you. I didn't even want to do anything else . NOw that you really get your freedom, every few minute u r on whatsapps or instagram. Was it so easy to forget me ?


I miss u so much that I wanna cry again. My room feel so empty without u. Going crazy just by thinking of u... Why ? Why can't we be together . Texted you for the wonderful 4 years you took good care of my as a good friend/lover/partner, and apologise if i hurt you and your family directly and indirectly. Still no response. U really hated me so much ?


dear dear, What can I do if I want us to be back together ?
 

God, tell me what I can do ? To make him for in love with me again. Arent you serious with me before ? at all ?
 
 
 
 

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