Flying to Brisbane International Airport

20 May 2016

Since i have limited leave, and we have to shift to new office. I was still working on the day I was departing for Brisbane. I still took a bus back home and bath before going the airport.

I never have the chance to use the Plaza Premium lounge. Despite the tight schedule, I was able to use the lounge for a quick meal with comfort.

 It was really comfortable in the lounge, with a light meal before the flight. I wish i had more time to enjoy in the lounge. Maybe next time, since I was one of the last 12 people to board the plane.

 I have requested for the left window seats because the last time, it has an amazing view in the sky while going to Gold Coast.

 I sat Qantas back in 2007, and i didnt like their service flow. The food was edible but not tasty. The ride was comfortable towards Brisbane.

After 7 hours of flight, I finally reach Brisbane International Airport !

 
I did some research and chose to take airtrain to the CBD area. You can book the airtrain online 7 days before and get a discount of the total price.

It takes about 25 mins for me to reach Roma street from the International Airport. I did not rest on the plane earlier hence i dozed off in the airtrain.

Queensland Trip

I been busy for the last few months.

I was given a new accounts which kept me very occupied and busy from Nov 2015 till almost now. Even thought things are settling down, i was given new account and new accounts because 2 people have

Back in Feb, when i came back from Bali, I felt lost, i didn't have a goal.. I mean a travel goal, i have nothing to look forward to... I start sourcing on where i should go, but i couldn't pinpoint. I eventually somehow stream down to Morocco, Taiwan and Brisbane.

I went to library to borrow book for my research. I wanted to go to Morocco, but the next day i seem to change my mind again and i wanted to go to Queensland.I goggle quite a few blog online, and it always blogs on the standards 5 days at Gold Coast/Brisbane to sea world theme park and Currumbin Sanctuary Wildlife. I mean seriously, i spent 8 nights just at Gold Coast and i had no time to go to the mentioned 2 places and they always complained that Brisbane is a boring place ( which I disagreed).

At one of the terrible working day in March, I went out of my manager's room, went directly to my PC and booked my air ticket.

I have decided on the Qantas due to the following reason :
 1) It was the most affordable ( 10 weeks before departure date ) non-budget airline for direct flight    to Brisbane.
 2) I might be able to use it to accumulate my Cathay Pacific mileage.
 3) I am really afraid to bump into my ex who is working for SQ.

I am not a professional blogger, but i hope that by sharing my travel experience, people who is looking more than the standard 5 days OOL/BNE trip can have more choices and options when doing their research. This trip is catered to my own preference.

Firstly, I wanted to travel down to Sunshine Coast which is 2 hours away from brisbane city. Based on research, you might be able to do some surfing, horse riding, trekking or Stand Up Yoga. Since the class is not available when i am there. I gave up that option of going to Sunshine coast.

I usually travelled around Queensland but would sleep over at Brisbane CBD, hence my travel itinerary are as follow :

1st and 2nd day - Shopping and sightseeing at Brisbane - Queen st and south bank.
Day 1 - Queensland Day 1 - Brisbane City 
Day 2 - Queensland Day 2 - Brisbane City
3rd to 5th day - 3 days Great Barrier Reef tour
6th day - It was supposed to be a 2 days Moretan island tour but due to insufficient people signing up. I have to opt for the 1 day tour.
7th day - Impromptu surfing to Gold Coast
8th - Wanderlust mindful trithalon


I am hoping that I have more time to post the itinerary in details.

January 2016

04012016
Bb, I been missing you, I hope you know I am doing ok but I miss u A lot.. I finished worked at 7pm on MondY even when my manager is not around .. The new accounts been giving me busy ... I missed my abt class ...so I went to Bc classes at 1950, made myself work really hard , making the sweat to drop on the floor ... 9/730 and I still haven heard from you... U been online late in Tucson time but I have no idea what is going on ... I hope is because u haven settle down ... Or is a long time u been planning to never msg once u reach...


I read a book last few days , it seem that me you so called affair is to test your market value .... Cause things doesn't work out at home ...

Bb,I know I am not suppose to cry ... I tried for one week, absence of your message making me very hard to go thru it ... I don't even feel ur love.. So I was one sided .... I tried to numb myself, work , gym and sleep ... 9 classes but still , I miss u almost ever minute ....  I cried almost like shit again since I came back from gym cause I really miss u.. Your voice, your shoulder , your message ...

I don't know if you ever will get to see this ... I just wanna tell you how much I love you despite you not loving me cause I don't wanna have any regret ...  I know you wanted your old life without me , you loved your kids and most likely with her too... Time and time again, proven no matter how far you are from me and how long you mia from me , I still loved you and I miss you right from the bottom from my heart...I don't what it is that make me love you so much and hard.  You are the first man I ever wanted so badly , but ur kids need you... I have to sacrifice my love for you, hide and be quiet , to love you silently and from afar. Your are also the first man who left me , and I have to hold up strong and have never thought of loving another person again for now ... My love for u surpasses my air steward ex. I am probably just ur fwb , but u know everything time I am with you, my heart is always at peace even I flutter for you... You make me smile just by thinking of you .. Our teasing to each other, our laughter and how much u know me ... It aches so many times that I cannot cry , many times I wish that my body will ache instead of my heart.. Bb, never happen , my body refused to ache , my heart is so sour....


060116
Day 12 I think , wanted to go body pump. While preparing , boss came out. And I left office at 2000hrs. Trying not to miss u ... Pretending everything is fine. Hate to realise u never loved me at all.
D-day - 27122015
I was so heartbroken when I didn't even hear from you. Finally, after few droplets of tears, your name appeared on my phone. The normal iPhone ringing sound so wonderful and magical.

You came , and when you lie down and say you are just here to say Goodbye. My tears have been flowing non stop. Past 40 hours , I haven been a gold fish..I tears as I kiss you cause I gonna miss you so much ..

Did I see that teary eyes of yours ? Bb , did u ever love me before ? Have you really want me by your side ? Will you always loved me ?

When all my friends left and I am Alone, I just can't controlled my tears...I knew I can't go to airport, it make things difficult for u .... And maybe seeing me tears so badly for u ; u will feel bad ?

I am trying to be strong, but I need your love to be strong ..For the last 2 months was hell , I know we didn't know each other that long, but it peace love comfort when I am with u. It will take a very long long time for me . But I don't wanna forget and I can't

08/01/16
Went to zumba , then hatha yoga then breathing and medication... Was in gym from 1820 to 2200hrs. Brought back work so that I don't need to OT and can go gym, and don't need to go back during weekend ...  Practicing.. Thinking if I should go army , study insurance related course or take some sports instructor course like yoga or body combat

2016 #jqchallenge

It has been a while..... Is 09 April 2016 and i realise i didnt update my blog for almost 3 months... I wanted to pen my thoughts and events but i guess I was too tired or not motivated to do anything.

The last quarter was quite tough, and being alone didn't make thing exactly easy. When you tried to bury things you cared for the most and you work and work and after work is gym so that you can reach home real tired and not think of others things.. Somehow, sometimes it works, sometimes i get really teary...

Him suddenly messaging didnt make things more dramatic. While contemplating to delete my Line apps, he had to message after mia for 2 months... I most likely get so stress up, I ended up having fever and gastric......  Yes, i still love you alot.... Just like very words that  I told you, it was the truth, unlike you.... I just dont have the romantic feel with anybody after you left and i dont wanna to be involve romantically.. Probably, this will be my sabbatical from love other people.......

While I can do now, is to love myself, just like how i wish other people will love me... While i prefer not to be alone, I can only try to make myself happy.  I indulge food and drinks. I workout like crazy..
After 4 year of rebound after justin,i finally "found" someone that i am crazy with, really just want to love him with my whole heart. Guess what, my love was thrown away like a junk and stamp over and over. I wonder will I ever be in love again...

2 weeks ago, i finally chop off my hair again.. I just want to restart my life.....Is not so motivating when you know there is no one back there to support you... I have to do lots of self-talking.... Need to lose some weight for Queensland, and hopefully lose some during the trip... Cant wait for my holiday...

Decemeber 2015

07/12/15

Just that miss u, bb I still feel so loved by u.. Think about u every seconds .. That night where U hug me and stroke my hair lightly ... It was the best feeling in the world.. I could fee u love me and I miss me .... Although u r the right kind of wrong .... I just can't stop loving u... Is gonna to be hard to let go of u.... I don't know can I ever accept someone else into my heart again ....  I know I am crazy and silly ... But that only for my Bb...


This is a relatively quite a late post,  today is CNY, but i am actually posting about Decemeber 2015. It was a rough month, with the new accounts that was starting, with confusing "BGR" and a xmas month. Stayed back in office most of the time to try to put the new accounts on track.

Started of the month with a new hair cut, as it was a mistake as i couldn't communicate with the korean hair dresser.  Started with a staycation, some quality time to spend one someone "special" then as he will be flying off to USA very soon. Next morning, was some fun and laughter with good friend doing nonsense thing in the room, drinking moscato as early as 11am.

Randomly, went for hot yoga core  with Faz

                                                         Cobra - Wheel pose  - Shoulder Stand

                            
 When incidentally, we happen to wear white on a friday ! Pardon the sloppy look

                                    Xmas Exchange Day 2015, thanks for the gift !

 During the saddest day of 2015, I have all my close friends with me. This was taken after high tea at Goodwood Park.

Part 2 with Wan, as he just woke up from his nap. Part 3 with the other group of boys, and then to MBS.

I cried so hard and bad that my mum know something is wrong, yet i cannot say a single word to them.Cant describe the kind of sadness after 271205, cant explained to anyone. I was just told to go 10gym classes a week. I cried and cried and went to work like a goldfish.

November 2015 - Unexpected and Mind Fuck Month

4 Nov 15
I felt super sweet when u pick me up from my building and then held my hands. It was something quite unusual. It was damn nice hugging u and kissing u at the bus stop. Held our arms and lean on u on the bus. Unfortunately , bibigo at suntec closed down. So back to Seoul garden. Even thou SP was very tempting. Siting down and having nice lunch while talking is also very important. Holding hands at marina square was also very special, like I say if I can I can't wait to show the world I love u and I am happy with u around.

Random things that I suggest Ike dressing u up was fun and interesting. From choosing the size of ur pants and decide what to get for u. U Really look like Italian boy. Totally so my type Bb. Really really love u so much . So crazy for u... Being around u was so emotional and fun. I know u r never a sporty person but yet u need to entertain me to clock all the activities that I wanna try.

Bb, just wanna be around you to love you, to protect you, to care for you. Feel sour that she is around you yet she does not care for u, breaks my heart totally. When will u ever let me to be beside u and to love and care about u 24/7. I would rather wait 2 years for you then to waste my whole life not being with u.

5 Nov 2015
Was it a good thing that I don't cry ever since maybe Monday.... Are you really not that worth it ?

Maybe things starting to be clearly when u ignore the feeling from the heart... Never trust a guy....like seriously but why am i always making the same mistake

I am nearing  to giving up... I don't think you will leave not because of the kids.... Very sure we can get the kids , I think they are something still going on that I won't question and don't want to know ....  I want to protect the people I love , I want them to be happy , I want things around them to be solve , I guess u prefer her around not solving. So I don't wanna get must dangle ...  I don't know if u will love me during the upcoming 2 years or I will still love u after 2 years .... Things does seem too good , coz I don't think u will contact me that frequently which of bother me with your thousands of reason or excuses, so probably it will Let me be cold hearted and die off..

If you don't want me to fight for u ever , should we even let me go like almost now ....

Will U miss me if u see the stars , blue skies ? the sunset or the beach . Take a Picture sent to me when u miss me ...

07 Nov 2015

Upsetting day not be to seeing you, especially with the limited text after our ice skating date night. It was upsetting to see my phone without ur msg. Even if is just ur Bb...

Since that night, I wanted to tell you something, considered as my very personal things and dark secret. Not sure when you know it, you will mind or you will understand why certain things are like that.how bad i want aiden quek and all etc...

Perhaps, you are just like any other normal guy who like to keep things to yourself, without explanation and talking. Bestie talk about everything, happy, unhappy, sad, nonsense and shit.. Just like the way we are, from listening to your heart beat using stethoscope, and ur  stomach singing symphony. Is kind of special when you called me during the bad day, to tell me your bad day. I know is a bad day for you, but i feel happy listening to it, cause u r talking to me like complaining to a friend. Most importantly, i get to hear your voice. 

To always suan you, ask you to stop eating sinful food in aussie. ask you to run and take the stairs up home.

Sometime i think you really think you love me, sometime i think you can do much more better.

08 Nov

 A night of waiting, just to see that, " Hp no batt.. very late le. call u tmr " I dont know how to define our status ? Bf ? hmm? in a relationship ? pretty much look like it ? but is definitely been 3 months since u first held my hand,kiss me and hug me. The warmth of you hand, making me feeling so secure, the passion of the kiss making me feel love, the hug that u give giving me the wonderful feeling ever. Yeah, I woke up feeling lousy and threw up the breakfast i ate, probably from the not eating the previous day. i miss taking out the watermelon seeds for you, although u always say dont need but i know you are super happy cause someone is doing that for u.  

09 Nov

BB with the limited time we have, I just wish to spend every precious seconds loving you and be in your arms.

We really dont know what will happen that 2 years or moving forward. I just wanna spend these few weeks loving u BB. I dont wanna waste time to get piss or angry with you. I just wanna tell u how much I love you and how much I miss you at every opportunities i have. 

You mean the whole world to me, even i have to suffer that heartache to be still loving you. Your presence especially phyical presence is precious to me. 

Somehow disappointing that I was unable to talk to u and somehow u won't even acknowledge or what I have say to u. It was kinda of hurtful. So use gym to numb the pain. I don't know what to feel... Went for ABT, went for body combat , I swear the image of apple work very well with steak. The intensity and hatred hmm.... I could KO of a person..... I knew in order to love u , I must step back as a lover and just be your friend. 

So I run after 2 intensity class , even densie say I am crazy. I could go on more but what's the point ? What Ah jie say must be truth .... A victim at home ...Problem doesn't even lie with me ... So there u go with ur complain at home...so I kinda of agree you don't know how to love. 

Remember when I told u your heart was empty when I first hug u....I am guessing, you never experience true love, since u were married since relatively young. I think a lot of it were based on u need to carry out responsibilities and not based on love. In general, love doesn't even existed in the family. Trying to be there doesn't meant love. Not being with them doesn't mean u don't love. I am guessin when u know me it was more like curious and lust, but as the dating goes by, u felt love from me, someone to take watermelon seed, to rub Vicks, to care about u, and u slowly fall in love with me , and so ur hug change, u even held my hand outside on broad day light. But still u don't know about true love. 

If one day , something happen to you, who do u wish to be your side ? Her ? Who will take care of you.Then if someday something really happen ? Would u even regret what you could have chose? I don't wish anything happen to you but I live love laugh the basis of I might not be around Tmr. 

Bb, be nice to urself, when u need to stay firm. Have some ME time to form your own thoughts and love yourself so that you can love ppl. You can be considerate to others but not at the expenses of your own happiness. 

From your Silly Gal

08-11 Nov

Bother by you, went for BP/BC on sunday, then ABT/BC then run on monday, and another BC yesterday. These few days of BC, is becoming more and more intense of exercise. More physical pain, Non-stop dripping of sweat, with punching.

I am utterly disappointed by you actions. understandable that you cant meet me, no courtesy msg to preempt me also. Say u remember by heart when u read the msg, yet when i ask you, then which msg was there. Seeing you online, and i am not even worth you 5 seconds of busy, tty. And now is back to 2712 is coming.. Then let it come... We cant stop it anyway at least we can treasure the remaining time. Come what may, i am willing to hold your hands to walk thru it, even if i suffer and you know it !Oh wait, who am I even to you, ya nobody..... I am understanding, not an idiot... Even thou, i so wanna talk to you ( since last thursday ), i know i have to refrain myself from texting you, to know wheres my actual position to you.. So you gonna wait till going home time and text than 10 min.. Oh well, go back and have heart to heart talk with your apple then... You are really specially to me last 3 months, but i am not sure on what should i do, for now, i am hiding me feelings for you.

 11 Nov 2015

During the past one week especially the past few days, I realise how much i really love you. I cant bear myself to get angry for you, I only wish to know you are safe and sound. I could only remember, how nice it was for me to lie on your arms, how nice is to hug you, hold you and kiss you. That i never waste any chance of telling you I love you and how much i miss you.

I just didn't want to waste or lose any more precious time with you. I only want those precious happy memories with you. I am sad that you dint wanna treasure the current time instead u tried to ignore me. And now, i don't even know what is going on.

I have to keep my cool, and seeing the past msg, to remind myself that you really love me too. I wish you could have told me everything that you wish too.

Despite my patience and constant effort to maintain.

I really don't know what to do, you not ever seem to even treasure it despite trying to talk to you. If feel as if u went to rockhampton, i don't get to see you at all despite you physically in SIN, worse of all, i get zero msg, to 5 msg top.

I cant tell you how much i miss you, how much i wanna be in your arms. Best of all, i dont knoe what you are even thinking. I am lost, hurt by your action. You are leaving but you chose to hurt me this way.

I have never expected you to treat me like this, just like any of my ex.. I really thought we were great, but yet u chose this again..How am i suppose to feel, You just want to mind-f me and throw me around ?

18 Nov 2015

My heart sunk when i saw your msg. I feel relieved. Yet i feel like shit, whatever was told me was like your usual bullshit

Yet, i can the the change from you not loving me to you loving me. It was all fake, for you to rush down to see me and to the doctors? You promise you will always love me and you know it. What cause the changes ? just because she found ? she threaten ? 

No matter what is it, i have cherished and spend every possible seconds with you. I have love and make sure you know it. I wish to know what happen.So our met up of 25th times and all, doesnt matter to you ?

I really love you, yet i am very speechless. Is painful coz like i say you chose not to love and see me ever. and you not even going to let me be your friend.


21 Nov 2015
After this almost 3 weeks , I realise how much I really love you and miss you. Whatever you go and see the stars, every star represent how much I miss you and how much I love you and want to be with u ....
You r the first guy then I hardly throw my tantrum around ... And j cherish and every seconds with u ..I can't seem to get angry with u... I can only remember how much I miss u , want to kiss u, and how it felt to be in ur arms ....
Of course I am disappointed, after a very bad n hard day at work, i just need some comfort from you. I am ok with u not having physical time with me. Just let u love love within me , and bring me some comfort among the way... Is that difficult to ask "BB how's ur day ? "
 

Our Precious Vacation - Lifetime Memories

Day 1 - the day we have been awaiting for ! The very hour we can finally hold each other without scanning... But 15 min passed arranged timing , still no sign of BB. Seriously bloody damn piss... I was waiting for him to come in so that I can have some light dinner for the gastric.... Up and down yet never can never meet each other...  He don't seem to know the place ... Haiz , until is time to go into the gate... I don't mean to throw tantrum ... But things seem to be disaster from the start....

A little hug from him and a kiss just melted my heart... I just couldn't say how much I miss him and I wanted to kiss him. And the thought of us siting apart.

I was arranged at the window seat... And thank God , he was arranged at a empty row .... So BB came to my row and brought me over .... And so we finally could hold each other and kiss each other.

By the time we get to the hotel, we saw 2 single bed... Woh... Sian.... Went down told the hotel staffs... Guess what ! They just pushed the bed together ....pancake for the start ... And then noodle soup outside 7-11....

Then it was time to explore the Bangala road . Have some drinks and live band. Went to monsoon, didn't know the usual band went to a new bar called TAO....  Ordered a buckle of beer, with BB.... Feeling so different with him by my side ... We had to call the night early , as both of us are quite tired.

He slept, and then I was alone and saw my starry night ... So I kinda of disturb him from his sleep so that he can hold me and glaze at the stars.... Finally, we can sort of see the stars together ....


Day 2 - both of us are kind of morning person, but I will always sleep after him and wake up before him. Had breakfast, and someone was so Sleepy and went back to sleep, so I went to the pool and tan alone. Weather was not so fantastic , and I miss BB a lot, so I went back to the room like an hour later. Packed and went for lunch and shopping .

 BB said he wanna try restaurant , so we tried the usual restaurant that I am there.
 We wanted to try ice cream.. DQ had this bizarre ice cream that u can flip it around... So we experimental it... First try not bad.... Then guess what..... Thank God for iPhone burst, we managed to capture our expression when the who ice cream topple on me ! Epic.... Haiz my favorite masseur and the lady boss are not around.Wanted to wait for my night market, but BB wasn't feeling well... So we took a tuk tuk to indochine.

Shortly , someone fall ill and went to sleeping mood ... I was left alone for the whole night . Thank God I had my wine to accompany me , enough to make me sleepy to sleep.....

Day 3 ...
Had our breakfast, and laze around in the room. Someone still complaining about the stairs.... We had our own outdoor jacuzzi and  pool. It rained quite heavily in the early afternoon. Did some shopping and book the day trip to Raya. Finally can get to try my night market .

Day 4
Woke up for breakfast and when is almost time , they told us the pick up is there to pick is already... Since we are the 1st pick up, we waited almost 2 hrs before we finally reach the boat ..... It was special, the blue sea that I loved and the man I loved...

BB looked super cute today, total my type. I swear I kept looking at him non stop .. Thank God I have a reflective sunglasses , don't think he can see I keep biu him... Damn cute.... And he has this nice fatty shoulder , that when u sleep and lie on it.. And I could hold and hug his leg ... Seriously , Damn comfortable. I have kept kissing and holding his hands .. Super happy to have him.... Snorkel together .... I have never been in the water for so long ... Holding his hands such a happy thing .... Excepy for that elbow and the kick from him which he denied. Ate ice cream after lunch ... Took wonderful pic ! Sun tan together !

It was indeed a very special day for me and i hope for us... to hold  you and have you my side.