Rainbow after the rain...

Friday, even after the drowsy medicine. I was able to drive around, kk, bedok, and back to office... GZ ask me why am i not resting.. I told him, for work.. " the mind can do what the body doesnt want to do."

Went back to rest at 4pm, then decided to go and dance. I was drowsy and giddy, but i know, i just need to dance. I need to walk, to turn, to become a better dance, so that Winter can fuck off... Some how or rather. I know i need to improve.... the more tired or sick I am, the more i want to improve. And i did, the skills to push off, and walk straight... i was happy.....

Sunday, was a sweet and nice day, walking around and seeing stuffs...

Disgusted Day

After the 11th hour that I had to handle the break lease unit at Meyer... I went on to have dinner, then proceed to Milonga, the earliest I went, to know that this is one of the dissapointed day I had so far.

Of course, With my body size, I am not the favourite dancer on the floor. Of course, I am hardly on the dance floor.. But i am definately the one looking at everything, people, their body language and all.... It is very interesting to see lots of things. It could be me, or my personal interpretation. I could be wrong, but i doubt it...

When asked how do i know, who is what kind of person ? I am loss for words, cause it can be seen, unless u really experience.. How about this ? I was cheated and conned and even back stabbed by own best friend before. I even know certain friends are temporary, seasonal and who is there for you when you need them. I been throught worse thing, to see things and face certain facts. I am who i am now cause i was hurt before.

Ok, yes.. I do not like this Made in China girl, cause she had invade our space in the group and she is fake. She is very nice to the guys for sure.... i hate it when we gossip, people keep on asking who who who, cause is gossip, open your hear Bimbo, stop wearing the pom pom skirt... Stop siting beside or opposite me during the dinner. I swear next time, I will just walk away to have my own dinner... I cant even enjoy my food... Her sight made me lose appetite.

Can you imagine you go to a social event and your face is black ? We all know that you have off day at work on a PH. But we are there to socially, to enjoy each company... We do concern for each other cause we are the babies of Isaac, we do care. We can care for you if you want, if you wanna sulk or what, go to Spring.... If u have a off day, demostrate it in the dance not siting there... Is ok, you dont need to sit with us, if you thing we cant cheer you up. In the future, I definately wont, is not worth if is you do not apprecaiate us.

Please don't invite your spring there ! And of course there will ,be a DJ. Free anot, we will settle. The worse case scenario, My laptop should be able to supple for 3 hours I guess.... If not used the disc Isaac gave to us.... I don't believe i cannot I might not be the best, but surely i have my own style too.

Of course for myself, tonight i didnt dance a lot of dance, but i felt that i was not one form, I shouldn't blame my new shoes... Haiz... I am still trying to getuse to it. I sure work hard, to go BA.

Little dark secret.............

Hmm... My legs were itchy yesterday when i walked from office to the carpark, and i feel like dancing.....not just dancing but with him.....

I have to say, dancing with him is a pleasure to me, and sort of satisfy my emotional craving, craving to be hug and to be taken care of.. Is like what isaac say, they guy should embrace the girls like baby.... Of course, many times, i feel that i was like a baby and i was be woke up by other people for certain things and is irritaing...

There was this time i dance with him, i dont know whether is the music or the connection felt by me, or ??? I cant really describe the feeling, it was intense, like the person u love most, and u just wanna hug and kiss that kinda of feeling.. At the instant, i almost feel like kissing him that kinda of feeling... But like i say, is a dance, probably i fall in love with the dancing character..... cause the connection is good.............

other than that, i have no other connection, just the DANCING CONNECTION...

Just finish practica, dinner and ice-cream session with Tango in Spring +++... Got to say, kinda of bored, without jolene, theresa and lydia... They are still at the topic of ballroom dancing and all which i have no relate to...

With my new CIF Shoes, is it me or the shoes, i feel that the ochos and turning are much more easy, is like u can do almost everything... unlike the old latin shoes... BUT, is killer heels, is much more painful, althought is still 3 inches....... I need to get used to it again..... But i still like it, can't wait to wear the other one.. heheheh...

My patent black leather, close cage, open toes CIF shoes for my practical.......

The peep toes of black leather, with silver strap and heels, and is 4 inch.... could barley balance with 3 inch..... it will take a while before i can wear u.... *drooling.......

Yesterday, went to SP's Gym with dearest and BK.... Argh... Not bad, can use the machine to train my core muscles.. Woh.. I like it, cause the last time i train it, i manage to lose quite a bit.. hehe.. then i put it back again.. haiz.... The core muscles are aching now.....I hope that i can continue to exercise, to at least tone up and lose fats, i mean really fats..

Apparently, after yesterday gym, i feel better.. they say i look different today, but i dont know what is the different ? the hairstyle without the hair clip ?


Got to say, i do feel disappointment from my team and my manager.... From the team building trip @ BALI..So apparently, I am the lone ranger, that people wont not remember unless, they need me to take photographs for them... I am ok with taking, but not too many, "jody, can u take for us.." i have 4 albums of photos in fb, but i think only 10 or so got me inside... so ya...

I cant believe i was left alone at one place, cause both the male managers are rushing to go for massage... And before that chose to have team bonding during lunch with them when i didnt eat.... And alot more.....

I really need a holiday, a holiday without waiting and taking photo for people.. A holiday when i can sun tanned, play with the water, and feel the wind, and not constantly siting in the tour bus. I like it if i can ride and eat what i what and not what i have to cause there is no choice...

Home Milonga

Today, is my most happiest day of the week ... It was a busy 2 weeks with work, then bali team building trip... With little rest and enjoyment, of things which i LIKE to do.. Finally, with peace, joy and laughter.... Today, was a day, I enjoyed myself with the Tango In Spring family.....

This week, most of the tango dancers went to Seoul for Tango festivel, so we do not have any practica. We had planned for some gathering or things to do... Miss theresa, was so nice and volunteer to plan a milonga at her house.. Milonga, Tango in Spring love Home Milonga...







I came back from bali, and decided to meet the guys up for dinner, but not dancing.. And i have came up a plan, to say is a 6th month anniversary celebrations.. and see if he turn up... but he replied not attending...







When i arrived outside theresa's house... While waiting for them to open the door, I saw Gary at the corridor. and i was like oh no... And i those theresa, i brought someone.. they were shock.. they thought i went to pick Gary..Lol....







It Started on 1st or 2nd December 2010, when Wei Tang decided to have a appreciation course for Argentina Tango..... During the 6 months, we have worked hard to practice for the Tango. I would have some, All of us have improve as compared to last time..







For me, today, I realise that I have improve also.... I am not tha good, but i suppose in terms of connection and stabiliy was so much so better.. and during the home milonga, i do not think, but i just follow the guys... i might not have attend some classes, but is ok... I will work hard to go BA...





During the 6 months, we have become closer, and we work hard.. We hope Isaac come back to teach us fast.... We miss u, and we will work hard !

Day 2

Unfortunately for me, I had my auntie visiting me on the 2nd day of my trip..... Argh.. first time, and why is it must be bali ? so whoever had auntie's visit are not suppose to go into the temple or what.....

The sunset was so much beautiful than the dance, and i would rather sit there and look at it... taking photo then to see the cultural dance from bali.... personal preference..

RT Org Team Builing to Bali - Day 1

Reach airport at 0700hrs,cause the flight is at 0900hrs..... Roland Tay Organisation from AXA going for team building trip to Bali, Indonesia.

After reaching bali and hotel, changed and went for white water rafting..

Down the steep steep slope..... to the journey of white water....

The halfway point ? Well, just a phototaking session with MY canon camera.....Be glad that if there is 1 -2 photos, cause it my camera and is raining.....

Our raft, with panick- attack Alex... Lol.........

After the raft, supper giddy - with the absence of rest and food for past few days.... Went up the steep and small stairways, cause nobody was waiting for me.. I thank God, that i did not faint and fell of the stairs and injured myself.. My body might be weak for now but my mind is strong. And God is with me..

Went back hotel, and realise i had no keys to enter room cause i was not left with the keys, super tired and irritated..... The long bus trip and i am dirty and sweaty from the white water... Why cant it be a better day ?

AXA Annual Awards Night 2011

Eventful one week....

I am so busy and tired for the past one week,

Last friday - AXA Annual Awards Night
Last Saturday, Clubbing with Geylang Police
Last Sunday. Practica for 4 hrs, and WT and Lydia bdae celebration
Monday - packed bag at 0300hrs, slept at 0400hr, wake up at 0600hrs, and flew to Bali, then there rafting
Tues - Org Health Day and sight seeing
Wed - Team isaac, and sight seeing the clubbing at night
Thur - sun tan and little shopping and back in singapore

For the past one week, it has been walking, walking, dancing, dancing, climbing up the steep stairs and all.... And my legs, is killing me, it is now swollen, blood pooling and many sand flies bite......... hardly can walk....