Taipei Day 3

the complimentary sunblock that can be used as a make up foundation and is quite good.


Day 3- 1030 hrs -First stop we went to Dan shui
Trying the local dishes - ah ge and others like fu zhou Fish ball, and i bought the crispy pork floss












Ye Liu - Over the years where the stone erode and become a shape ( i think so ), strong wind, and it was cold and wet.....


After which we went into this Custom place , where confiscated goods are sold.

Miao Kou -Another night market, more variety of food compare to Shilin.
Finally, get to eat my crispy chicken cube

My shopping on Day 3, limited cash due to day 2 tour ..



2300hrs - meet hotel lobby to Proceed to Lucy ( it was cold like 10 degree ) and i wore 4 layers of clothes.

While queuing - many police like free flow, seriously like 1k police including special force and CID to the same or building as lucy .

0000- people starting to dance to dance at dance floor .
3 bottle of whiskey ( $70 each for 7 of us ) with no dinner for me. What a happening night. It was just for myself. Not pretty or sexy dress. Just me, music and whiskey. Dance like never happen, Met some sq crew. A bit high.
Cry inside toilet, wondering what happen last 6 months. Sad about stupidly last6 years. Trust wrong guy. Most happening of the trip. Lucy club. With Lucy girls Lucy boys and if course the guys clubs.

0228- high, make the cabin crew drink like they were crew. I was with one until he married. So NO! Dont bluff me. Let's drink. 3 bottled. I dont think 7 of us can finish. Lets party with Sharon and partner. Like no other other night. How often y met Singaporean u met in Taiwan when I got to leave hotel at 0900 hrs when my flight at 1200hrs. I really Dont love him but I truly feel stupid.

I miss u baby, Gideon , which u r beside me. U care and concern me like I was last on the earth . Your love and care was the best for me to pray for me right now. Your love for me the best thing that happen right now. Nobody accept me like u do. Thank u, my dear gideon. Thank you God, or meeting him,

Omg. I didn't know how the hell did I get out of the club. I did I walk. Just like a picture kind, cheryl being carry out, passin my jacket to Shawn, Alice and Cherie in same cab taking care of Cheryl. Then I did I pass my key to Alex, just in case both of us cannot make it. I feel like vomiting and rush outside the road, and did I threw out in a ? Flower pot. Can't remember how I went out and sleep. Dun think I change and wash up or remove make up. Wake up about 6 plus. And scare I overslept.

Started to prepare stuffs yet still late for the pick up. Feel so bad, I pay for the driver breakfast. Thank god for his recommendation that I got something to eat.the sandwich was huge. Yummy. And spend my last few hundred on the nu ren wo zuo da magazine. And sun biscuit and muah chee. And the flight was delay to 1250 instead of 1200. And waiting for the departure to hong kong was 60min. Fuck up. It wasn't heavy traffic like what they say.

Taipei Day 2

Day 2 - 0745.....��War memorial , ancestor hall, museum of the precious 3 stone, princess house , Sua Sua Guo . Tian Lu , hot spring and shiin. Where I finally get my eyelashes. And my first to smelly tofu... Lucky is fried one. At the sticker shop, we were there like one hour....

I didn't stop blogging, i used my iphone to record my inner feelings which lots of people didnt know

Written on Mar 7 2012 via iphone notes

I feel stupid now.... And why didn't I just follow my heart ?

Oct 2011, I should just follow my heart and book a ticket to Argentina using the money from the car. And I actually want to try to fight for the star award and prove to him I can...

But he is always better , he prove to me I wasn't the one he want to marry and marry someone else after few months we broke off. And the wife is pregnant .... Hmmm....

After today, I feel like a idiot .... Probably spending all those money would actually make me happy then and now. I rather spend less and be happy than to be stress to be earning money. And worse to I can't even fulfill my own personal goal to Argentina. I only want to have personal goal. Business is just like Orh ok loh......

When my manager shouted at me this morning, cause he ask me called my friend, which I did.... He shouted as I was speaking to reception of orchard hotel. At the point of time, I almost snapped. I should just tell him fuck off, on what right can he stops my call. He is not my boss ...

I feel vulnerable.... The images and feeling when Justin beat me came.... The helpless ... Why did I allow him to shout at me cause I want to make a call? He is just like Justin who make me feel I am wrong who after cooling down . I am not at wrong.

He even supported him when he tried to contact me about house, which I didn't want cause he told me fuck off and didn't settle my car properly cause he was busy flying. As fast as I signed the paper thinking I should be nice to the family, as he claim his father is stress (now I know why, he was busy preparing for his shotgun marriage) he call him an say he want his policy to be terminate.

As a financial planner. I have not done anything wrong, what was done for him was good cause of his lifestyle. My boss told me he agree with Justin, we should be responsive when client call us. ( call us for ? , work , is not as If he called from hospital... He told me to fuck off then beg me to sign )

I can't have a manager who is his friend. My manager or his friend. Obviously, he is his friend, maybe money . He chase me to sign his acknowledgement of transferring everyday.

Actually, I was hoping he terminate, I don't care if it affect my persistency . I was hoping something's open to him and he can never make claim and regret. Cause he was personal against me.

Till the day, you lost the most precious object or item to u, then u all can have any rights. I pray hard the day when u can witness the day when u lose something precious in ur heart so u will be fill with guilt and retribution be with u.

You make me sick, u juy make me feel that I was beaten again. If u ever stop me from
Going Argentina. It shall not end so simple.

WRITTEN on March 4 2012 via iphone notes

Sunday night, after viewing with closing appt postponed, after hectic days at push cart. My legs are cracking with dear dear dead tired.

With me interested in listening to adele (maybe cause dear singing her songs) and sudden urge of buying albums last few days. Went into that cd shop and want to buy and realize dear got the whole albert concert in his iphone and my iPad...( like mountain turtle ).

As soon as I got home, i open my iPad and look for it. So clear on my iPad, not a waste to buy it even thou I don't use it much often. Listening to it, but just feel different and then I remember my beats... oMG, woh, damn clear, and solid, really felt in her concert. The clarity and the bass and everything ( thank you dear dear)...

I started fast forwarding as the starting was some unfamiliar songs, came to some middle and hear her talk. So funny.... Talking about her songs, that she write cause of the bastard ex, and the end of the songs, she point both middle fingers... Woh.. Powerful.....

She will explain when and roughly why the songs was created. She say she was a bitch, and don't go well with the ex... Lol...

I started to really know about her, ya I know I am slow cause I rarely explore music and singer.... I found similarity.... She is so true, emotions so true... Talented..... Her voice, the way she talk to make people laugh... But her songs, can feel her emotions....

And when she sing "someone like you" is was like Power!!! And she could wish him the best...hmm... She must have love the guy quite a lot...
And when the crowd sing together, it was so touching .... And she drop her tears..... So emotional, so touching ...
She thank this ex for changing her
Life, enjoyed being friends together ... Openly declare all thanks to this ex, how many people can do that ? Most of my ex are still food friends with me but Obviously , not JM... Truly bastard, definitely don't wish him all the best. ...



So wanna buy tickets to her concert if there is any, even malaysia or what , if she ever here...

If there is a chance , I will buy the mos expensive tickets, to see her sing...


Written on Feb 1 2012 via iphone notes

Stop asking if I want to go Munich, cause, I hate it now. Is like asking to go toa payoh, I feel sad , a house that I could have in 2 months time is no longer was destroy by 2 SIA steward and stewardness who were so horny that they cannot wait to fuck in their hotel room. (what's new)

I am so naive to believe in his lie. Or I should be happy cause he bother to lie .

I dun know why I never book tickets to Argentina in oct to go during dec. I should stop listening to Isaac and his crap, cause he has no fucking idea. Why do I chase his dream instead of my mine. I dread and I don't know what to do.Everything that is important is about him, I am sure u can earn more money from selling to him instead of my over-riding. You can't just expect me to do thing that hurt myself again and again. You don't even know what hell I went thru during the 5 1/2years. Or maybe u r those that support him in beating and abuse and etc....since u r from the same group.


. I want to be away for real. Or can I just go Thailand to hide from people for one months. Then slowly save for Argentina. Hmm....

I don't even know what I want now. I feel lost again and this time I don't have anything at all. Then, who is there ?


Written on 30 Jan 2012 via iphone Notes

I don't know how to describe this kind of feelings.I feel emotionally unbalance ESP this 6 months... Few months after we broke off, i know he got new gf... He can't be bother to be return brakes for 5 min cause he is flying ( and i bet fucking which turn up to be true ) And few months later, Xmas, saw him on new bike with the new gf. A week later on new year eve, i saw the photo of him married with full ceremony. I remember those comments and the picture, the images never go off. Even when I sleep. I got night mare about it. Whatever he say or do haunt me . When I ask u to settle the car u sign up for, just to settle the brake, u flying . When u want me to sign the documents for the house , I postponed my appt, yet still must wait for u and being accused by your parents. Wtf. When u want me to sign the house again, I ignore and disappear, how u feel, what u mean ur dad is stress. I know why now, cause u shotgun , yet this time u can come down to my house just to know on door. Don't need to fly ? All are rubbish and excuses.

Seriously, I can't wait for the day karma happen to u. I can't forget and forgive what u did to me for 5 1/2 years. You are not the one that give me chance. Yet I was the one that give u chance again and again yet u never appreciate.

Chinese new year, confirmed he got married cause he shot gun. His cock so itchy , the gal so slutty that they cannot wait to have baby.

What with the cannot change flight... No more. Forcing people in a subtle way to do what people don't want. I dun think I can ever forget the feeling and sights running down my legs... I feel so cheap....and stupid

So now, u r happy because there is a bump on the stomach... Heaven got eyes .... The world is round. I can't wait for the day.

I am not in love with him anymore. I just feel like the most stupid women in the world. I was with an bastard that lie thru straight into my eyes for 5 1/2 years . A person who never love me for who I really was...I was just someone he can make use financially when he was in ns and started flying.

I am scare to fall in love... I am

Scare to be in the same situation again. And I know that I am

Not that young.. And I dun really like to be non-disclose and guessing game.

I don't wanna to pretend to be another person that people wanna see. I am not clown.I dont wanna cry myself inside toilet cause nobody want me .. I don't wanna go thru the things that made me stupid and naive.

Taipei - Day 1 - 020112

2 Jan 2012 - Flight at 0805 hrs SIN-TPE via HKG
Team photo without Cheryl as she went to toilet !

FroM HKG to TPE, a light load as if we booked the flight.....
Our hotel at Taipei, beside Taipei railway, COSMOS hotel.....
Posing before for dinner and shopping.......

When i reach at xi men tin, love this picture.... ( we look as if we are crew, lol !)





xi men tin -

This waffles is so funny, i wish i had ordered it, but i was so hngry and i wanted dinner...


Appetizer, the famous ah zhong oyster mee sua
Our dinner - steamboat for a cold weather ! Ma la soup !





Shopping Day 1 - Just some face mask.. so cheap SGD $!% - Buy 1 get 1 free !

So tired and need to wake up by 0700 for Day 2.....

Hong Kong - Day 3

Day 3 - Saturday in Hong Kong... Your friend, me as cranky as ever... waking up cranky cause she haven even try any dim sum she crave for or the dessert or even egg tart and all... and is Day 3 liao..... She woke up a cranky as the last 2 days days.....

Today, they going to explore Mongkok.....where there is a very cheap and nice restaurant dim sum.... They left hotel roughly at 11plus, reach Mongkok at 12 plus and started looking for the place... High and low, and ask everybody they can, fingers pointed everywhere, but it was nowhere to be found...Signboards were everywhere and there was alot of people and both of us could hardly speak their language....We spend like a hour or so to find the place. damn.. haiz....... so i guess people just point their fingers not knowing where they are.....
After like almost 999min, we finally found the place, so happy but was worried that the food as finished... all i wanted is dim sum.. haiz.. so singaporean,,,,
I almost fained when i was trying to read the menu in Chinese.... OMG.... how to find my fav siew mai, carrot cake , wantan.....
The funny story about the bowls and the utensils... While i was busy struggling to translate the menu while ZP just sat beside.. After that, I realise there was 2 pots. One was water to clean the utensils, and one was our tea. And i dont know how to "wash" the utensils. Trying to look around to see if other people are washing so that i can learn too....


At last, we manage to eat the dessert, manago pomelo for me.... yum yum...
After which, the stubborn me went to look for my lao bao bing aka wife's cake, this famous red colour packaging.... we actually went to TST Sogo.. Before that, went to Star Avenue... People go in the night, when i go in the day..
Feeling so tired.. and the make up was like argh...... and half way.... i realise my period came !!!
Finally, my favourite and bought 6 boxes back ! 2 or 3 intend for myseld.....
This was my day shopping at Langham place, while trying to visit h&M , came across the road show for SK 2, and i was sucker for it... Argh.... $$$ bleed......

Went back hotel put the stuffs and take a quick rest..... after which, we need to meet zul's friend, creamo....... at Jordon........ She bought us to this famous claypot over at temple street....

It was cold, and people were just queuing at the street for it.....
My curry chicken hot claypot on a cold cold weather....... Had a chill oit session and walk around the area...... Shopping and looking around....
Zul and Creamo before we depart till we meet again in HKG!!!
My night shopping when i chance upon Bonjour - something similar to Sasa but cheaper with lots of variety and range and sample size...So cheap..... :-) some impulsive buying, some are for later....