I miss Isaac, I miss dancing with Isaac. His embrace, his ead, his emotional connection, he can make any female look so beautiful, and his move just so fantastic.

How i wish my BA fund can grow more and faster, I wish i can go to a real milonga. To feel the music, to get the atmosphere, to dance there. I wish i can go there and learn to dance. Do nothing but just dance day and night. So that my skill will improve.

I feel in asia or singapore, looks play a major part in Singapore milonga. If you are slim or pretty, you have a high chance to dance on the dance floor. So if you are like me, big size, over-weight and not so pretty, you can sit the whole night, just sit.

I am putting so much weight, I can't stand it. I need to lose it, fast ! I wanna to go Bali, to feel the sands, the sea and the beach.

I went to the milonga, i just went for the music, and to see people dance..... I can't be bother ! When i hear the music, so relaxing till I wanna to sleep.

Milonga @ Gary's House

What happen if your parents are overseas ?

Is party time..... But this time round, i felt is very special.... The classmates of Tango in Spring gathered at Gary's house for a milonga session.... Own very own milonga, people who we are familiar and close..... Jolene, lydia, theresa, clareesh, may lin, and jody plus Gary, Jerry and siew yong, siew chin, tian haw, kim soon with how meng and su-lynn.....

I have to say, it was warm, super warm with the temperature( maybe 31 degree as it show ), or we are just not used to dancing without aircon.... And because it was at a house, we are dancing without our heels, just with the socks..... lol..... Thank God, su lynn taught us to dance with our barefoot in practica, with the 4 wheels. Apparently, we are 2 wheel drive, most of the time, we are tip toe so that we can dance and turn better....

Most of the time, I was sweating, with the sweat dripping down.... But after the few tanda, i felt that since it was so warm, can't be bother, just give mine heart and soul to dance, give my top and heart to my partner... It was wonderful.... no fixed steps, just enjoy every moment dancing, no matter what situation, whether the mac book is low battery, or the sweat and heat presence....

People who love ice wine ( courtesy from jody ) ! I have gold inniskillin !

It was so cosy, to have people we are so close, and thank you Isaac for teaching us, thats why we are so close together.... and yes, Gary is finally dancing at his own milonga...

Winter, Gary's dog, was so cute, he followed gary when he was dancing, and around the dance floor.. Most of us enjoyed ourselves...

I can't wait till i have my own place and do a milonga of it too... With aircon and finger food, and wines.....At least i hope 38th floor is windy enough... Hoping that this group will be as strong as it is now when isaac come back and teach us more....

I love the music and the embrace while dancing.. I loce to give my soul and everything to the guy to dance and to be lead by them... Is not an easy journey, with me still mastering the basic of walking properly and doing ochio. Just hope that it will be progression and i will dance better..

While going for shopping today, i felt that i am so much so comfortable in heels than flat, especially if they have the stray and dancing shoes, look alike.... I cant wait for justin to go to New york, i need a pair of new shoes, hopefully comme il faut... argh....... Pls pls pls....Just one pair first...

Life without TANGO

It has been 2 or 3 weeks, since I put on my dancing shoes.... And i hate it, i am getting very cranky, i am impatient, and i just got too much thing that i would like to let go.... I wish i could have a good tango dance...



There are time, when the music is so strong, so much emotions, that i would want to cry in the car, as well as my whole body has chill when I was hearing it.... I miss the music, the dance, the people.....



I would break down easily without tango...... The only thing that can keep me going in, to earn more money and fastest way as possible so that I can go to BA fastest, so that i can dance all I want.. is a sacrifice i made now, and i hope i will not regret.....



I wish that i had this perfect dance partner, just like isaac and su lynn.... that could dance and dance, and is beautiful....... is so sweet to see them dance..... the joy, the emotions, the skills... argh... is fantastic......



Yesterday, opp my house blk, there was a doa fall from height, by the time my mother saw it, the alpha and the police was there, covering already.... of course i know, it doa....... i miss the adrenaline rush, going out for call, but i never regret leaving there.... I am in a better place, doing planning that is more meaningful. People might not be able to see now, but they will regret.. Financial PLaning is long term, not over night... You can't plan a seed today, and expect a big tree tomorrow right ?



Is interesting, to see life from different persepective... I have been thru different experience to give me a all round perspective.. I can talk about almost anything to peole.. and that's y i think my ex dun mind talking to me when he is down, just intelligent conversation.....It was nice to have a drink with him yesterday, to know about his current status and last time..



we were from the same work place, same station, different scope of life.. but we have never interfere each other job, cause we respect each other job..we didn't even need to say... cause i dun want someone to teach me what to do with my medic, so do him doesnt need me to teach... so thats a invisible line and a unspoken rule... and we are fine with it..... I like it that way.....



Is never easy to work with your partner especially if is the same workplace, unless the cards are lay properly before... if not, one word, CHAOS......